xX Waiting & Watching Xx

Cardcaptor Sakura figurines! CUTE!!

2011-12-26T22:39:00.004+08:00

http://dbeat.bandaivisual.co.jp/sakura/

Aieeeee!!!! KAWAII DESU!!!!

Wonder if there is anyway I can get my hands on the figurines straps w/o having to buy the blu-ray discs. Just so cute!!!

Even the blu-ray disc cover is pink. *laughs* Kawaii...

Just in case you don't know what Cardcaptor Sakura is about, it's simply a girl who possess magical powers. Lame I know... but it has been together with me for the past 9-10 years.

And yes, that's all the stories I wrote about since year 2002. Happy author of 16 stories (most uncompleted lol. bad author...)

To enrich myself

2011-12-18T22:31:00.001+08:00

I signed up for elementary Korean class!!!

Time to learn new things before I go back to work again!

Displeasure

2011-12-12T19:38:00.000+08:00

If you don't trust us, then do it yourself.

That's all I want to say.

Story Showcase

2011-12-08T14:07:00.001+08:00

Wondering what I have been doing after I stopped work?

Answer?

Writing Stories!!!

Well, I am a budding author and one that is having fun at the process.

Read my stories here:

www.sakuraakamichelle.wordpress.com

MNet Asia Music Awards

2011-11-28T22:22:00.001+08:00

You know what this means? Joong Ki oppa is in Singapore!! Am going to glue myself to the TV from 4pm to 10pm tmr, assuming our TV channel is going to air the whole thing LIVE. <3

The stress-free period

2011-11-28T22:11:00.002+08:00

Yeah, so my exams have finished for the term. Now just have to wait for results while preparing for the new modules (and hopefully getting a little headstart).

Results will be out on Xmas eve's eve. (23rd Dec). I hope I will get to have a happy christmas. At least gimme a reasonable results!

Joongki Oppa, Feed me!!

2011-11-19T00:01:00.005+08:00

"Feed me!!!"

And let me die a happy girl.

ヾ(≧∇≦)ゞチガウゥ

Let there be miracles! Onegai!!!

2011-11-09T15:39:00.001+08:00

Can only pray hard hard the results are in my favour!

Resting now. Going to start revision for my next paper. I'm sleepy!!

Interesting fact:

How funny

2011-11-04T22:11:00.001+08:00

How funny it was when I am working & studying that I did not care about my online shop and hobbies and yet when it comes to exam period, I have been doing all these and yet studying little.

One word.

Procrastination.

It's so going to get me killed.

I better get back to study...

YummyFrench Toast

2011-11-02T11:26:00.003+08:00

Mummy dearest made my favourite French Toast!! Yummy!! (；≧∇≦) =3 ﾎｯ

Oh.. and not forgetting my love! Still cute as always. (๑◕ܫ￩๑)

Heartbeats

2011-11-01T23:16:00.004+08:00

Seriously... how can a guy be so cute???? (〃ω〃) ﾎﾟｯ

ｷｬｰq(≧∇≦*)(*≧∇≦)pｷｬｰ

Oh yea! I am definitely going to learn korean. Just for my Joong Ki oppa!! (●♡∀♡))ヾ☆*。

Inspiration office quotes

2011-11-01T21:25:00.003+08:00

Everyone's busy at month end and I happen to see these quotes online:

Kahlil Gibran
Work is love made visible. And if you can't work with love but only with distaste, it is better that you should leave your work and sit at the gate of the temple and take alms of the people who work with joy.

Johnny Carson
Never continue in a job you don't enjoy. If you're happy in what you're doing, you'll like yourself, you'll have inner peace. And if you have that, along with physical health, you will have had more success than you could possibly have imagined.

Be happy with your work! Attitude is important!

And this is to those who are at the month-end war:

Ralph Waldo Emerson
Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense.

John Ruskin
The highest reward for a person's toil is not what they get for it, but what they become by it.

William James
If you want a confidence, act as if you already have it. Try the "as if" technique.

Jim Rohn
The guy says, "When you work where I work, by the time you get home, it's late. You've got to have a bite to eat, watch a little TV, relax and get to bed. You can't sit up half the night planning, planning, planning." And he's the same guy who is behind on his car payment!

That's a lot of words!

Buzz Buzz

2011-11-01T10:15:00.001+08:00

Oh the buzzing in my ears when I say I going to teach tuition.

It hasn't even started yet. Please relax and let me get through my papers first.

／(x~x)＼

My current love

2011-10-31T22:09:00.003+08:00

Joong Ki Oppa, why do you have to be so cute!!?? (´ε｀ )♡ Not to mention good looking. （*/∇＼*）*More heartbeats*<3

That aside, found two cute pictures online which I have also posted in FB. Just for those who have yet to see it, here they are:

So cheer up! We are all CHAMPIONS!!

This is so cute!!

The long awaited photos - Farewell

2011-10-30T22:25:00.004+08:00

Took me by surprise when I saw the pictures in my Mp3. I simply forgotten about its existence. Here they are, pictures of my "sibling" gang in my department. One of the closest group that I have ever met. We still keep in contact though.

The ones in the office were taken *ahem* last year way before xmas. The ones at orchard was some months ago while I was still working.

Hey bro & sis! When we going out again? After my exams?

Suddenly miss all the happy times in THAT office.. sobs

Staring at my HP

2011-10-28T22:04:00.003+08:00

Have been staring at my HP and playing with it a lot these 2 days.

I'm so not concentrating on my revision. Gosh.

Need to S-T-U-D-Y!!!

Study! Study!!

...

*checks hp again*

Happy Deepavali!

2011-10-26T16:35:00.002+08:00

I don't celebrate it but Happy Deepavali and a wonderful public holiday for those of you who are like me. :)

Nothing special today. Just slack, study, TV, study, Laptop, study and study again. Will be PS3-ing with my brother later. Got a date with Call of Duty: Black Ops. <3

Song Joong Ki

2011-10-22T23:59:00.004+08:00

I don't ask for too much. Just someone like Joong Ki oppa will do.

좋아해요 <3

All grown up!

2011-10-22T11:49:00.003+08:00

Heart-warming to see their photos and realize that they have grown up to be pretty ladies and guys.

I wonder how many of them will go into Fuhua Sec and become my twice juniors (since I was in their primary school a long time ago).

*dance around*

Hope they will add me in FB for others so that the others can contact me. Really want to know how they are doing now and if they still remember their almost 10 month relief teacher. Add me!

Found some of my students (I think)

2011-10-21T18:36:00.004+08:00

Was browsing through the web and facebook and found some of my students!!! *squeals*

Got quite teary when I saw their pictures. My kids have all grown up! Not sure if they are them though. *sobs*

I miss my students

2011-10-21T18:12:00.004+08:00

Been thinking of what I have been doing since A'levels. The happiest time was when I was teacher. Oh gosh, I really miss my students when I recall those period of time spent together.

Strange to say that I manage to remember all those cute little devils then. Rabi, Jing Hau, Danmeline, Raizan and also one shy boy named Shawn, my class monitress Regina, Wen Hui, Saw Hui and many more whose names I can't remember now but most problem will recognise if I see them.

Haven't been able to see them since I left teaching like 4-5 years ago.

Do they still remember me?

Real Steel Real Stuff

2011-10-12T18:45:00.005+08:00

Watched the movie with my mum in the morning.

*skipped studying*

Packed with robot action and fun. My mum loves it. Hahas

Now reading my past blog entries and find it... quite interesting. Esp stuff with Tazzie in it. >///<

Time passes very fast. I am getting older...

One month to exams

2011-10-11T12:58:00.003+08:00

S-T-R-E-S-S-E-D

Even though not working but still.... 3 modules is tough to handle.

Happy Birthday TAS

2011-10-10T00:27:00.005+08:00

Dear Shy Taz,

Just felt like dedicating a post to you even though I already wished you. :)

Happy birthday! Hope your special day is filled with wonderful surprises from all your friends and loved ones. (if you are still reading my blog which I highly doubt so now. Haha *winks*)

Best Regards,
Your friend Michelle

Seriously!

2011-07-24T15:52:00.001+08:00

Gosh, I seriously need to slim down.

Been growing ever since I joined this job and ate all the buffet, not that I am blaming the company. But then, I really need to go slim down and burn some fats.

I will have the time to do so soon!

Counting down to last day

2011-07-17T15:51:00.003+08:00

My days in this office is numbered now.

Thanks to the changing of my course curriculum which left me with only 2 shots at examination and if I didn't pass, then I would have to go for a transition course THEN join the new programme. I don't even know how much the new programme would cost. Apparantly it includes theory + on the job training. Sounds tougher to me though...

Which is part of the reason why I am going jobless soon.

Felt quite sad and sorry to be leaving my wonderful Finance Department colleagues behind. Only my Finance Department colleagues. Well maybe plus IT plus engineering plus some others. People in the whole office are generally not bad. Would miss them lots.

Now I have to go search for reserach materials for my studies.

Cannot afford to fail even 1 single paper.

Super duper stressed.

Contented

2011-07-09T16:44:00.001+08:00

Nice sleep.

Studied a little.

Catching up with lost times.

Now it's gaming time!

My life so far

2011-07-03T16:22:00.000+08:00

One word: Busy

When can I have a decent break?

Maybe I should take a holiday. ^_^

恋

2011-01-16T18:12:00.002+08:00

ずっと...待ってね

CPA course

2010-08-07T19:15:00.001+08:00

After almost a year of break, Michelle is going to take on CPA examinations which consists of 5 papers.

My concentration level on textbooks is pretty low. 10 minutes is the maximum.

@_@

Am wondering how am I going to survive all 5 papers while working at the same time.

Bye F&C Hi FRF~

2010-02-24T20:54:00.002+08:00

Been 5 months since I officially started working. And now I am saying goodbye to my first accounting workplace. Conditions are quite bad to render me to make this decision. I stayed on and got confirmed coz my previous manager wanted me to stay and I thought "no harm" since I haven't started the next round of job hunt. But she left after that... T_T Nice lady boss to have. The next one that came in also not bad but I have already been seriously thinking about this since the 3rd month after working.

Not worth it is the verdict.

And now I'm going to say goodbye to this company next Friday.

Am really going to miss my Accounts Department and the rest of the friendly colleagues there. Mostly the Accounts Department though. My galfriends... My boyfriends.... Am going to miss you all MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH!!!!

Don't make Friday too difficult for me k? I'm really an emotional person...

私の忙しいの週末

2009-12-28T00:21:00.002+08:00

私の週末はとても忙しいですよ。がいっぱいです！計算がいっぱい！もう。。。頭痛いよ。寝たい！

Stuck at sorting out paid invoices.... How come they never keep their database very updated? Makes my work difficult and feel like vomiting blood and cursing people...

Can't meet deadline, tmr got audit, need to key in invoice....

NO TIME!!! OMG...

And furthermore, my manager had to put my audit on Monday MORNING when i have to submit the weekly report by 10AM on monday morning. Great.. My audit's at 10am. Am i suppose to do some 影分身（kagebunshin - replication skill used by ninja). How can I duplicate myself in 2 different places? Forgot that I actually need to submit the report... no time to tell manager... Zzzzz....

Crap.. 1230 already... SOMEONE PLEASE STOP THE TIMEEEEEEE!!!

Went to watch Sherlock Holmes with SY as promised last month that we will meet up in Dec. And seeing dec is up... Yeah.. Liping why you never come!? T_T Purposely arranged the meetup on the weekend you say you are free and told me you can meet one... Then? So sad lo...

Back with more updates

2009-12-26T21:11:00.002+08:00

Hihi!!

Jas dear, i know i have neglected my little bloggie for a long long time. Will strive to post as much as I can and keep everyone updated.

My 3 months probation at F&C finally came to an end on Dec 17. My manager gave me the appraisal form a week before that and asked me to sign. As some of you may know, I have been contemplating to submit my resignation letter to my Financial Controller aka FC. Been tired of the extra workload given by the "head" to fill the empty vacancy of 1 accounts assistant and 1 accounts officer. During that tiring 2 weeks, I have been diligently OT-ing everyday. Became quite haggard after that. When the new AO came, HQ payment stuff was still "subcontracted" to me. Really annoying coz I kept doing HQ payment for that 2 weeks and ended up not having time to do my own outlets payment. Rush like mad lo. Very buay song. Attiude a bit changed during work... became more irritated at little stuffs and keep making snide comments which shocked and surprised my colleagues. But they took it as a joke, which is what I am glad of.

Back to the matter, I went to ask my manager if I sign = confirm or not coz I intend to resign. *yeah... I'm quite frank...* And then she sat down with me to talk about this issue, asking me if there's anything I'm not happy with.. anything to share with her.. blah blah blah... which i did. She's a really nice lady and everyone really likes her a lot. And then a day or 2 later... I went into the FC's room to request her signature on some invoices which she had previously left out and ended up sitting inside for 1 hour plus just before lunch. My colleagues so funny sia... thought i went missing and really concerned about me once they knew i was in the FC's room. *FC is known to be long-winded and once a person step in... the person can stay in there for more than 1 hour* And yeah... in my case... i think should be around 1 hour 15 minutes? Never really went to time coz I dare not even look at my watch to bioh the time. She said a lot of things.. but out of the 100% she said.. I think i only listen to about 5-10%. The rest of the time? Sleeping with my eyes wide open.

But in the end I was confirmed as a perm staff. *Pops party poppers* Not much different. Still that much workload. But one thing to mention is that I started going home almost on the dot. Give or take half an hour. After that miserable 2 weeks, I feel that rest is important since my brain is officially on hiatus at around 5 plus. No point staying till 10pm when I cannot do as much. Might as well rest.

New accounts officer Charlenne is not bad. Actually everyone in the finance department is not bad lo. Can click. Go lunch together, have fun, say nonsense, joke around, fool around. My trainer, Weiming, teaches me everything I need to know (almost) and really went all out to help me when i encounter any problem. My accounts officer (last day Dec 31), Tim - really scared of him in the beginning coz he's damn fierce and likes to scold and shout at the ex-accounts assistant Cron. (Last day - somewhere mid nov). Got to know him a bit better during the 2 weeks when i was doing the HQ payment. Got problem can ask him also. he'll solve for me.. hmm... maybe not solve for me lah.. just guide me lo. since i ended up doing everything. Another accounts officer, Raymond aka the talented. Really pro lo! Everything he also know. Sibei good. Lily, AO, - nice lady to talk with. Really have fun around her and Celine, another AO. Ahhh... good to have someone my age... Jessia, AA, just like me. Weiming always call her ah lian coz her attiude really special. watching the two of them sparring with words is interesting. A new AA came just last week to replace Cron. Finally.... shocked to know he's just 21.... Even younger than me and jessia. He's the xiao didi in our office. Youngest! Muahahahs..

Looks as if i am introduing everyone in the office. hahas.. Working with them is enjoyable. They are the reason I am staying behind and "ren" as much as I can. ^_^

But it's surprising that I can communicate with them well, esp the guys. Well.. I am shy by nature de mah. You dunno meh? Heh... Talking with all of them is really fun. So right now.. I am enjoying every moment.

XD

Wow.. what a long entry to compensate for the number of days i've not been in here. Have a nice weekend!

Work

2009-10-15T23:04:00.001+08:00

Time passes very slow today for some reason.

Been photocopying stuffs and sort cheques and printing envelope for cheques and so on and so forth.

I'm not complaining. Just commenting. It's a different thing. XD

Time to sleep!

Looking far ahead

2009-10-15T22:52:00.002+08:00

Plan. Strategize. Achieve goals.

This is what looking far is all about. No harm taking little steps at times, but still one has to take little steps and see if those steps are in line with the strategies that leads you to the ultimate goal. If it doesn't, then it's just a waste of precious time.

Those are my one cent's worth of thoughts.

Human interaction is a complex form of communication. Symbols, language, rites and rituals may mean different things for different people. Hence, there are times when people are at loggerheads with each other simply because of some sparks that were brought forth due to different perception, thinking etc etc etc. There's nobody to be blamed for this. The world is, obviously, divided by regions, language, religion, race, culture blah blah blah and the list goes on.

How come I feel like I am writing a mini essay? o_O

Anyway, think far, plan and achieve your goals. That is the important thing.

My goal?

Just be happy. =) And of course keep up the spirit of learning. ACCA here I come! *ahem next year!*

Handwriting Analysis

2009-10-12T22:06:00.000+08:00

Try it and have fun~

My results:

Michelle uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Michelle does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.

Michelle will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.

Michelle is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Michelle doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Michelle will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Michelle believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

Michelle will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

Michelle is a cumulative and procedural thinker. She likes to have all the facts before making a decision. She thinks or creates much like a brick mason, stacking fact upon fact. Her thought pattern or the conclusion will not be complete until the last fact is in place. Like that brick wall, Michelle learns faster through visual demonstration than through quick verbal instructions. Once she has learned new material, and understood it, she won't forget.

Michelle is a methodical thinker, therefore she is able to build things and come up with new ideas. In an argument, she often loses to rapid thinking people because she is thinking thirty minutes later about what she should have said. These people often are very booksmart, but can be out-gunned in a rapid fire verbal debate.

She may learn new ideas at a slower pace than other "less detailed" people, but once she gets it, she can handle repetition. Some people hate jobs with too much repetition, she can handle it better than most.

Michelle's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Michelle that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Michelle also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Michelle is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Michelle's self-concept is artificially low. Michelle will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Michelle to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Michelle is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Michelle is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Michelle is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner.

Something is incomplete in Michelle's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Michelle's sexual needs.

Michelle has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Michelle has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Michelle fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Michelle has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Michelle just comes into someone's home and helps herself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Michelle finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when she was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.

Misinterpretation

2009-10-01T22:18:00.001+08:00

What are our concerns worth?

Hmmmmmm......

Got nothing more to say liao. Sigh..

Worked till 7+ today and my colleagues from finance department chase me off coz they are leaving as well and there's no one in finance department anymore. I still wanna work! Got so many things wanna do. Once I cleared off August's stuffs, can relax a bit. A bit. XD

Michelle is working!

2009-10-01T22:15:00.000+08:00

And has been working since September 18.

I was interviewed on Sept 15 and received a call by them on September 17 and hula~ I was already working on the 18th before the long weekend.

Environment still not bad. Trainer also not bad. Colleagues also not bad.
Nothing is bad lah.

Just that there is really a lot of things to do.

And a lot of things to learn.

Fight!

And today I've got another new colleague! Whee~ Same age somemore! XD Super happy.

Presentation's tomorrow!! Finally!!!

2009-08-28T17:30:00.000+08:00

Just a few more hours to the day when I finally get to present my project and be done with the whole course and then I'll proceed to sending resume and on with my job hunting sessions.

Thanks to my dearest friends who have given me encouragement and support throughout this tiring period. Especially many thanks to my parents for the continual support and guidance they have providing me since young. Now, it's time for me to break away and stand alone in the society and make some big achievements.

People may call me naive, pampered or whatever they like. But I am being myself. I believe myself that I can do whatever I want and choose my own future. Well, it seems that optimism is my own good quality. *laughs* But I hope my optimism will take me through many future obstacles that lay ahead of me.

Presentation here I come!!

It's ALMOST over!!!

2009-08-25T12:32:00.000+08:00

Back from long periods of inactivity at my blog. But if you have taken a look at my plurks, I've been ranting over there quite a bit.

Plurk address: www.plurk.com/mikiao

Exam's over in a breeze. Was chionging project like mad after that. But, after the submission on the 8th, I've been slacking and enjoying what life I have before i step into the society officially. Well, freedom to do whatever I want may be restricted by having a job but that doesn't mean I cannot do anything when I actually took a job later. Been planning what I want to do...

Before job:
- trim brow XD
- haircut
- contact lenses
- apparels
- make ups

When working:
- make friends?
- plan CPA / ACCA
- continue blogshop
- learn Jap JLPT3 (hopefully next year can take)
- draw manga
- write stories (coz then got things to daydream about)
- ? to be announced when i've think about more

Lots of things to do. Life's short so make full use of it.

Been going out with pei-chan, SY and eunice lately. Not to mention my little mini class gathering. so fun!! but that means expenses. ought to save a little bit. XD

Doing presentation slides for this saturday's final presentation. Wish me luck~

what's up?!

2009-07-11T13:15:00.003+08:00

KYYYYYAAAAAAA!!!!!

Exams in 3 days' time!!!

T-H-R-E-E!!!!!!!!!

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

*going crazy

Stress level going up~~~ sleeping time going down.... eye bag growing... energy level dropping...

I'm suddenly being my unusual pessimistic self. ^^"

arghh...

At least i'm nearer to my end of exams which I'm really happy about... bleah..

Why change blog skin?

2009-06-23T21:49:00.002+08:00

Why change my blogskin?

Reason: Had too much fun at Wild Wild Wet. Plus the fact that Kimi's just too cute and funny inside that pic.

Some of you might be asking who's in the picture. From left to right: Cousin Angela's friend, Me, Cousin Angela, My bro, Kimi and her father Kenneth.

Just look at the way Kimi's being carried and look at her EXPRESSION. OMGosh!!! KAWAII!!!! Her hands were fisted too if you can see. And that life-jacket......... *cuteness overdose* ^^"

Eventful 4 days

2009-06-23T00:36:00.003+08:00

Very very busy for the past 4 days!

Friday - 19.6.09
My dearest mummy's birthday. Woke up early to go CDANS for bowling but there's too many people on the waiting list and we can't be bothered to wait that long.. So we went Chevron for bowling instead. Brought mummy to boon lay ayer rajah restaurant for lunch. Oh course daddy's the one who paid for it. Hahas.. Yummy~ Then later in the evening, went to join Cousin Rosalind and their family at Costa Sands Pasir Ris Chalet for their Kimi's birthday party. They just checked in on that day and we thought to head down to take a look. Journey on the train was a freaking 1 hour. I was stonning away... ^^" Our small little family of 4, Cousin Rosalind's small family of 3 as well as Cousin Angela and Aunt Mary and her husband (dunno what to call him in English) went to New York New York at downtown east's Ehub for dinner. Thank you aunt mary for the treat. It was.... a little expensive.... ^^" Raymond was pursuaded to stay and I couldn't stay coz I had to do project. And I learnt that they were going to wild wild wet on the next day!!! T_T

Saturday 20.6.09
It's Kimi and Cousin Eunice's birthday! Yeah, both happen to fall on the exact same date. ^^" Coincidence eh? I woke up real early... Slept at 3am after chionging the literature review for my supervisor to be shown to him later in the class. Okay.. I woke up at 7am and practically rushed to reach the chalet for breakfast with the gang there. After that... IT's PLAYTIME!!!! I'll let the photos showed what fun we have there~

Not expecting to be totally submerge in the water there, we were all soaking wet as we rushed back to the chalet unit. ^^" And yeah... there's only 1 bathroom and we had to take turns. ^^ After that it's lunchtime and then it was time for me to rush down to school to meet my project supervisor. I was only in the classroom for less than 20 minutes before I can leave. fast right? Didn't stay at the chalet overnight as I was really really tired... Don't think I can tahan the night at the chalet...

21.06.09
It's FATHERS' DAY!!!!!

Treated my dad and the rest of my small little happy family to swensens. yummy food. The ice water's pretty good too. Hahas! Too bad didn't take photos there... sigh...

22.06.09
Coz CDANS bowling had a promotion of S$1 per game in the morning, my mum wanted to go play.... And... We reached there at 8.30am just to QUEUE up to get a lane. The bowling centre opens at 9am. Freaking stuffy outside the centre and we can't go in until 9am even when the door is unlocked.... Can't they juz leave the file outside and let us write our names then we can go jalan jalan before then officially open shop? Grrr.... played a total of 9 games per person... I think I'm gonna need cluctches to walk later on when I wake up. ^^"

Ok~ Time for me to sleep already.

Oh ya! changed the blogskin to include one of the cute pix from WWW. Take a good look at kimi in that photo... Hilarious... ^^" CUTENESS 110%!!!!!!! OMG... How can she be so cute?

WARNING:
Countdown to exams - approximately 3 weeks
Revision - 0% XD

Fuhua 10th anniversary dinner

2009-06-06T21:31:00.003+08:00

Woooohoooo~ Fuhua is 10 years old!!!!!!!!

Went for the anniversary dinner in school yesterday night. Met a lot of teachers and schoolmates. It was fun to see a lot of us gathered together but too bad there's not much of a interaction... ^_^ But still, it's nice to have a little chat with some of our classmates and those from A class.

Food was.... okay i guess... *gulps* Was really looking forward to the ice-cream... and it ended up being just ordinary potong red bean ice cream... SOBX!!! My ice cream!!!! Tsk...

Still waiting for huiling and xiaohui to pass us the photos. Can't wait to see them!!

Overall still ok lah. Hahas.. School function in a non air con condition. Hahas.. Stuffy and warm.

It's really good to see you again. Happy~ XD

To-do list (after graduation)

2009-06-02T23:33:00.002+08:00

Finding some motivation to study and research for project. I actually fell asleep while studying my textbook... T_T

To-do list for after graduation
1. Find job
2. conquer JLPT Level 3
3. go learn how to draw manga
4. Save $ for Japan trip XD
5. Learn piano
6. ??

Currently 5 items on the list.. Will edit whenever things pop into my mind. Whee~~~~

My darling students!

2009-05-31T23:37:00.003+08:00

KYAAAA!!!!

Was shopping at Jurong Point when I met my ex-students from the class where I was their form teacher. That was about.... 2-3 years ago. They are probably in Primary 5 right now. Was really surprised when they called my name while I was about to step into Charles and Keith. XD

That 2 boys, Eric and Rabi, were the most naughty in class who always want to attract my attention one... So cute when they were in Primary 2, not that they are not cute now. Hahas! But really, they are actually the ones that made my teaching life in SQPS the most memorable one. Hee... The little devils in the class never fail to amaze me sometimes. But now they are a little more grown up le. Can see and feel that they are still active as usual, which I what I am glad of. Hope they can stay this way too and make more problems for their current teachers; so that their teachers can remember them vividly too.

Now that I think of the kids.... I realized I missed my kawaii Danmeline who's rebellious and so emotional that she can cry while talking about things. Wonder if she's still getting good grades. ^_^

It's really funny that students that are a little more problematic leave the deepest impression on you. Hmm... But they are really cute!!! Kyaaa!!!!

Hmm... But they just confirmed that it's me before they became a little shy and blurted bye to me and took off running like crazy. ^^"

*Missed my teaching career...

Classes and more classes

2009-05-28T00:06:00.002+08:00

Really really had fun in class during the break when our big group is chatting around. Was laughing so hard in class today during break and making fun of classmates. XD It's nice to have these kind of chatting session after we were so worn out doing calculations at night. ^^"

And the lecturer released us a bit early! Yay! He really knows how to make his students real HAPPY!!! Hahas..

Me, Pauline and Edmund were walking together and Pauline left our group of 3 to take the bus home while the remaining 2 went to take MRT. Hmm... So awkward to be walking together... ^^" Because the 2 of us were like so quiet during half the walk from traffic light to MRT Station. Probably coz I'm the quiet type of girl who doesn't talk much? Hahas.. Anyway, managed to get the 2 of us to talk a little bit until we stepped into the train station. He went to take NEL and me the NS line to EW line.

Acks.. Told pauline not to come online and study her text instead and I'm here now using the lappie... T_T Kinda wasted time online sia... Need to research journals for projects again. 10 out of the 15 articles I have selected were REJECTED. How sad... T_T

It started with a message to the wrong person...

2009-05-16T16:51:00.002+08:00

The school apparently sent the message to the wrong person.... Saying that the class was cancelled. And only one person in the class received it. we then asked around to see if it was true that class was cancelled. Everyone was very blur. ^^"

Jarryl called me around 12 plus am and it startle me like crazy coz lights were already out for the day and I was about to zzzz le. ^^" We were like panicking... undecisive about whether to go class or not...

But phew... Managed to get the coordinator to reply my email (i sent it during midnight) and confirmed that class is still on as usual. Our class.... encounters tons 0f problems within the past few months.. First with the rejected appeal for our results... and so on and so on...

The lecturer announced students under his supervision for the Final year project and yea.. I was under him. ^^" Stressed..

17Again

2009-04-26T18:43:00.002+08:00

Lucky for us, class starts at 3.30pm instead of 2pm on Saturdays nowadays.... Yeah... pretty late for weekend classes... But nevertheless, me and Pauline turned it into a move-before-class day~ Yippeee~~~~

Been wanting to watch 17Again since I saw the trailer. And since she's not working yesterday, we went to the movies together~ Woots~~ Zac's so cool in the show! Especially when he slam his car door shut. XD Not a movie to be missed!

First time at Grand Cathay. Really very grand... Almost pitch-dark when we went in. And I only have my night-blindness to blame. Hahas.. Sigh.. Really happy to watch the movie.. Wonder which other movies are nice. Hmm...

Lucky day XD

2009-04-20T11:18:00.002+08:00

Class started at 3.30pm... Unusually late for a Saturday class.. Dunno why the school had to change the timing for classes.. So weird... Ended up leaving the class at 6.30pm. Last time.. the latest time we were released was 6pm and that's only when we have double tutorials... sigh.. It's getting later and later nowadays...

Took a lift with some guy when i got home. (Ya ya ya.. even though people say dun take lift with strangers... =.="") Hee... 帅 de lor!! XD

And the lift decided to play some tricks.. ^^" When the buttons are pressed, it will light up... But this stupid lift dunno what happened... When the 2nd button is pressed, the first one's light died off... o_O.. And yeah.. the 2 of us were like kept pressing the buttons again and again like some bunch of idiots... lol... But well... we laughed it off, saying there's something wrong with the lift system. hahas.. funny experience..

Oh.. forgot to mention that i broke my fingernail during the arcade session on Thursday. Was amazed that it stick together after a while.. Phew... I dun wanna see the flesh underneath.. Yucky..

超幸福的感觉。とても幸せだよ！！！

2009-04-15T23:50:00.002+08:00

Wohooooo~ Lucky~~~~

Got kinder bueno as a treat in class by classmate Jarryl. Thanks man!! Just what I need to let me stay awake till late at night. Hahas!!

Lecturer was late for class AGAIN!!! And it's even worst than the first time. Today 20 mins later... ^^" And he was still SMILING when he WALKED into the class. And yea... I was making faces at him. WTH!? Late can also smile like nothing happen sia. Grrr... Was a bit lost in class... dunno how to do calculations and our small little discussion group was brimming with activity -- Trying to figure out what the lecturer was talking about and how to solve the problems... Guess what.. the last one to come into the class was the first to leave.

Guess who?

DUH!!! Lecturer lah!!

We were still packing our stuffs when we looked up and POOFF!! He was gone!! Even the whiteboard was properly cleaned. o_O Wow.. I didn't know lecturer can perform magic... What the crap.. He was late de lor!! And the first to leave. 手脚竟然比想要快一点回家的学生还好快。Can you image that? Hahas.. We were laughing as we walked out of the class, commenting on the lecturer's speed of exit after class.

Going for Taiko session tmr morning with Pei-chan at Jurong Point. YAY~~~ It will be her post exam celebration. Me? Hahas.. Celebration for resuming lessons. T_T Wish me luck~ I wanna play well tmr! YAY~~~~ Oh.. Pei-chan said we'll be going for Jap cuisine at the Jap street there. Can't wait!!!

Where's my resolve?

2009-04-02T22:58:00.002+08:00

Was going to send a MSN message just now..

I opened a chat window and simply paused... I dunno what to type.. dunno how to express.. And so i stopped.

When will I be able to really say what I want to say?!

Suits

2009-04-01T19:08:00.002+08:00

Went to meet Siew Yee at Jurong Point for lunch. Her sms woke me up this morning, which was lucky if not i dunno what time i'll end up sleeping till. Hahas..

Went shopping for clothes but I didn't get any. (Got too much of them at home anyway) But I almost wanted to buy a pair of earrings which Siew Yee says is cute and looks like me. (Earring of a tood tood girl with specs) ^^" But didn't buy in the end coz i figured out it was practical. Must curb spending...

Went to Bakerzine for lunch!!! FINALLY BAKERZINE!!!!! Today's the 2nd time I dined there. Ordered set lunch and the price is reasonable. Halfway through the meal, a group of executives came in. (Lunch time) And woots~~~ One of the guy was wearing full western suit. I'm a sucker for this. ^^" And man.. he shrugged off his coat and stood to put it on back of his chair. So cool can!??? XD

Didn't stay too long at JP coz Siew Yee needs to finish her assignment. Hopefully she can finish and submit it on time. Jia you Jia you!!!

心事谁能知

2009-03-31T23:52:00.002+08:00

有些话真的很难开口。不是我不要说，是我不敢说。我怎么变得那么懦弱？我也很想知道啊！

真是的！怎么那么麻烦呢？！真是受够了！

我要变得勇敢一点！！在勇敢一点！

最近竟然迷上了漫画中的人物。超爱超爱他呢！！！！竟然会让我想沉迷在漫画世界里。前天去了创意漫画社，为了要买快要绝版的漫画。。。竟然给我看到一大批的漫画被运送进货厂里。LUCKY~ 我还带笑容进漫画社里！开心死人了啦！！！

如果现实生活里有像秋羅大人这样的人就好。现实是残酷的。。。

超爱超爱秋羅大人！！！！！！！！

就让我沉迷在漫画世界里吧。

心里话

2009-03-24T14:49:00.002+08:00

请不要对我那么好。

你越对我好，我就越感到内疚。

我已经习惯一个人自由自在的生活。。。

EXAMS EXAMS!!

2009-03-15T01:44:00.003+08:00

Exams is just 3 days away. What am i doing now?

1. Tending to my shops.
2. Reading bleach manag online
3. Hunting for detective conan movies online
4. Playing games on phone
5. Playing around with her new mp3 her dad bought her
6. Watching channel U show at 7pm
8. Daydreaming
9. Walking around
10. Reluctant to start her revision

MAN!!! This is the first time I totally don't wanna study for exams sia.....

omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg!!!!!

And i'm still in front of my lappie now. T_T

Can anyone just motivate me???

JLPT 4

2009-02-27T23:42:00.002+08:00

Results: PASSED!!

Woots~~~ And my mum was rolling her eyes. Hahas.
"Pass already then what for?" She asks. XD I happy can le~ Who cares.

There's a project briefing in at Queenstown campus tonight and a lecturer from UK came down. Think he quite 帅 leh. >_< But quite drama during the lecture... ^^" He literally went to bang his head several times on the table (quite hard) when someone asked a dumb question regarding specialization and topic choice. And and and!!! He even confisticated a phone coz it rang loud and clear during the lecture and even READ out the text message. What the crap!? And then he purposely went to show the next person who came into the class late and then chattered... Funny sia.. Hahahas... He's one of a kind i think, with his own erm... personality.

Actually I still dunno what to do for the project outline.. He said can book him for a chat over lunch for the next few days while he's still in Singapore... Should I? XD

And I must be really prominent in the lecture hall that Mr. Jarryl managed to find me to borrow a pen. Or otherwise, that means I am quite big sized. =.=

Why am I blogging? Coz I'm stuck in my international finance tutorial and dunno how to continue. Tot to spend some time here to update since i've been neglecting to do it for quite sometime le..

Change of layout, change of perspective

2009-02-27T00:38:00.002+08:00

Dunno how I spent my time. Seems like I have been wasting a lot of precious time these past 3 months. *Heartache* Exams is like in less than 21 days and I haven't even starting revising? What the crap!? And to be mocked by classmate for starting even later than him. Grrrr...

Watch it man.

Been feeling down these few weeks coz of the delay in results posting. Got the first result slightly more than a week ago. Just nice B. Then the stupid dream of USM 39 marks kept haunting me like nobody's business. That's probably coz I knew I screwed up the paper due to the poor attempt on case study. ^^"

But I was relieved today. Went downstairs to check on the letterbox 3 times before I saw the results there after Winnie told me she got hers already. Luckily, I was alone in the lift when I opened the mail.

Why?

Coz I went crazy inside the lift, laughing like somebody with a loose screw in their brain. ^^" Coz i managed to pass! Woots~~~~

There's still 2 more unannounced results + 1 JLPT 4 results.

Heard that JLPT 1 results out le. When will mine be out?

Exams~

2009-02-25T13:06:00.004+08:00

You thought my blog was dead.

You think wrong. XD

Anyway, been busy since the year starts, with my new blogshops and... slacking. Hahas.. Nothing much to blog about.

Unless you consider my date. XD

Went to watch Benjamin Button with Darling Jas. Bet Sy and ポリンチャン is going to nag at me for not watching with them. I had some business with Darling mah.. so priority goes to her for that day. And also, that day marks the end of my entertainment life for feb and march. Why you ask?

only one word:

EXAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How I wish I can graduate soon. I may sound naive but... I really feel like working. ^^" Been constrained by budget isn't really a pleasant thing. Friends always ask me to go out.. Go out = $ and I just don't want to take extra $ from my parents. Blame it on my stubborness or pride. So I hope friends do really understand me. XD Probably will be out shopping almost everyday when I work. Hahas..

And Darling Jas, I must say that you are very perspective lo! can understand my blog posts. :D

Jumbled up tots

2009-01-06T00:03:00.003+08:00

That day was a test.

And it didn't work out for me.

I figured I'm better off the way I am right now. Enjoying my freedom~

That's why there's not contact...

The feeling is just not there.

Club was really quiet and I'm busy with school and my blogshops. I may be dropping out from Club committee soon. A bit not motivated to go there somehow. weird...

Anyway, need to spend more time on my studies liao. And earn some $ to spend on my own.

Jiayou jiayous!

Happy 2009!!

2009-01-01T23:12:00.004+08:00

Dad brought us to STREETS at IMM for dinner yesterday, saying that we must all eat something good on the last day of the year. Me and my bro ordered the same thing and my dad immediately noticed a difference between the two plate and jokingly wanted to ask the waitress over. Besides the meat, can you see what's the diff?

Just see the tomato and cucumber slices. ^^" My dad was saying that they dunno how to see sia. LOL..

And today, on the first day of 2009, I baked some cookies all on my own. My mum was to busy to be bothered with me. And my brother was... busy slacking on the bed. Was laughing at my first 2 batches of 9 cookies. All turned up almost burnt. Below are the more presentable last 3 batches, with the last batch consisting of 2 cookies that are not yet baked as shown in the pic below.

Ok... so cooking and baking is not my forte. So what? I had fun~ Bleah~~~~~

Happy 2009 everyone!

Hoshi Souichirou

2008-12-27T22:39:00.000+08:00

TOMORROW - Hoshi Souichirou

I don't know why. But I just like his voice. XD

Job motivation

2008-12-12T16:01:00.004+08:00

Think: What happens when employee's satisfaction super low until CMI?

Oh the frustration and irritation

2008-12-11T22:39:00.002+08:00

Seriously, would a person purposely get poor results? I doubt any person with a clear mind would do that right? As if I don't want to get good results like that. Hello? I'm already trying my best liao.. What more can it be? I'm not that gifted... and my brain cannot grow any bigger lor.. Tsk...

I'll show you what it means by studying hard and prove it to you I'm in a no-play-play mode from now onwards. That is just to make you speechless and prove to myself that I am not wasting my life away.

I want to have fun too.

Sobx

Shokudo at Heeren!

2008-12-10T12:39:00.002+08:00

Went out with beautiful Pei-chan yesterday. Forgot to mention it in yesterday's post. We went to Shokudo at Heeren basement. XD so surprised to see one outlet there!! Yummy delicious!! Though variety not as many as that in Raffle city shopping centre de... ^^

Took neoprints with her too. So funny... We two really CMI at neoprint. Not enough time to react in between poses. XD

Fun is the only word that can describe yesterday's makan outing.

Gloomy days ahead 2

2008-12-09T22:34:00.003+08:00

Things are not going great right now... with my grandma still in hospital... She was just transferred from ICU to normal ward today... But.. I wonder if her condition will come back again or not.. Coz this is her 2nd time le.. and doctor say.. 3rd time may have to operate... EEEKKKS!!! Operation!! Painful leh!! *sobx*

Hope ah mah will recover real soon!!

Jia yous ah mah!!

Makan~

2008-12-09T22:04:00.002+08:00

Went out with my dear dear sec sch friend last week for dinner session at SAKAE sushi at Frontier. Nice food nice music and nice companion to talk with. Blissful!! Discussed a lot of things together and we had quite some fun together talking and eating. (Though we did not eat that much. hahas.) Hope we'll meet up again soon!

Gloomy days ahead

2008-12-01T12:35:00.003+08:00

My paternal grandma was admitted into Coronary Care Unit again. CCU is similar to ICU juz in case you didn't know. Went there yesterday evening and saw how frail she was, lying prone on the bed with hands tied to the metal post to prevent her from taking out the tube to help her breathe in her throat. T_T

Doctor called this morning to say that her heart was already weakening. Though the tubes were already taken out as she is more or less stablised but I think he said it will come back again coz this was the 2nd time she was admitted for the same condition le.. We have 2 options...

Cruel...

嬉しい！

2008-11-26T20:38:00.003+08:00

試験が終わりだった！！

OK... There are things to be happy about and things to be worried about..

Things to be happy about:
1. CRGA, EC OK!!!
2. No more papers till next year!!
3. Can spend more time on Mars
4. Online shopping? hahas

Things to be worried about:
1. USM... messed up my case study... T_T
2. Jap exam~~~~~ (maybe should put on top?)
3. Exam grades?

ANYWAY,
i deserve a rest too! I studied hard!! (at least for the past 2 weeks)

The lonely day in the library

2008-11-20T21:34:00.002+08:00

How can i forgot how cold school library is!? Spent abt 3 hours there before going home for lunch. Then started slacking.. napping... *my bed is so comfy... ^^" *

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Guess it's only during exam period my hp always ring non-stop. *exaggeration..* Hahas.. Was shocked when he asked me "You got miss me?" o.O!!?? Can i say yes? Hahas.. I just laughed at his question nia...

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It's one day plus to exams. Getting nervous. Meeting Pei-chan 8am tmr at IMM's macdonald for study session even though we from different "faculty". Hahas.. Hope tmr can memorise everything.. 8am to 1pm... Chiong ah~~~~~

Note: in slacking mode now.

Thanks for your concern

2008-11-18T21:24:00.002+08:00

I was naturally surprised when an ex-classmate sent me an url to a video when i logged on to MSN:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WOaob7Hj7Xo

Well... Didn't get to talk to him i the first year until the end of year 1 where we had our very first class bbq. Then after that we go into separate class le. Hahas.. Thanks for the song and your concern Alvin. Hope you jia you for the exams too!

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Really super stressed. IT'S ALREADY TUESDAY!!! Time passes so freaking fast.. I haven't really read anything and the stress level is heading beyond 100%. I did made myself have enough sleep though and hide myself in JE library in the morning to read a bit. Tmr will be hiding there the whole day i think. Hahas..

To help de-stress myself, i helped myself to Call of Duty: World of Wars DS... OMG... It's really an effective way of destressing i tell you. My brother was laughing at me while he watched me play coz i was making all sort of noises and funny comments as i play through the game.. ^^" Anyway... time for me to get down to work.. it's 9.30pm liao.. another 1.5 hr and i'll be heading to bed...

Where's my pauline and jarryl? Nobody to chat with online except Alvin and Jayden... Think winnie is busy so i dun dare disturb her sia.. i need MOTIVATION to perservere!!! T_T

Stressed

2008-11-14T19:28:00.001+08:00

Ok... So it's officially slightly more than 7 days and a few hours to go before exams...

Revision progress?

Still at around 30%

Gonna die this time round.. spent too much time on that project assignment..

Let me have some rest........

ひみつ２

2008-11-14T02:17:00.003+08:00

It's so comfortable to be talking to you.

Real comfortable.

Afterall, we have known each other for like... 1 year plus?

Or maybe it's because I dun have too many guy friends to compare with? hahas...

Anyway, thanks for helping out. Really appreciate it.

ひみつ

2008-11-11T07:58:00.001+08:00

If only you aren't attached...

But maybe it's just infatuation..

I'll get over it.

Reflection of the day

2008-11-10T23:20:00.001+08:00

Do you believe in Karma?

Your every actions determine many things in life.

Never make excuses for your actions.

Admit.

FInished my report!

2008-11-10T15:32:00.002+08:00

Yippie!!!

Finished my report. Finally!!! *Faints*

Thanks to this report I've got sleepless nights, making me look like a panda. THe process was definitely tiring and.. and.. and.. disastrous!!! Imagine having to correct your stuffs again and agian x 10. Hmm..

After report writing, will be revision..*another thing to chiong*, after revision will be exams, after exams have to chiong japanese *chiong again*... then take jap exam then....

Then....

Thenn.....

I'LL BE VENTURING TO MARs!!!! With my 2 cousins!!!

MARs Boutique, your online one stop fashion boutique, will be coming your way in December. Do stay tuned~

Do support us then!

2008-11-07T14:52:00.002+08:00

Peroxides are especially ususally for such things..

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Great to hear that you are already out of hospital le. Stay at home and rest LOTS and stay AWAY from the computer games ya? Get well to 100% quickly then can go have mahjong session with ah mah. *laughs*

2008-11-06T14:49:00.001+08:00

Don't waste your time...

Terrible day

2008-11-05T10:25:00.002+08:00

Tuesday

Woke up 6am in the morning to vomit -.-
6.30am one more time. Thought i must be hungry or what so made a cup of milo. Drank half a cup then vomit all out. -.-

Couldn't get anything to stay in my stomach. Went to the doc.
Doc say: Fever 38.1 + Gastric + Stomach wind.

Great.. Ask me drink more water. -.- As if i can keep it in as well.

For the rest of the day i was just dozing around. Yeah.. Practically sleeping the whole day sia. Think the medication knocked me out or something.

I still haven't start my chapter 5.

And why is my desktop showing 7.45AM!? Crazy..

Reports again

2008-11-03T01:59:00.002+08:00

GREAT! Just how great can things get?

Grandma's out of ICU and her condition is stable already. Went down to the hospital on Saturday and Sunday to chat with her, along with other my uncles, aunties and cousins.

The price to pay?

My time for my report.

Yeah.. Just how great can things get eh? It's now 2am and I haven't even finish my freaking Chapter 4 of my project! Wow.. How long have I been spending on this crappy chapter 4? Days!! Spent days on Chapter 4 and I'm still stuck here?! This is just so great. Wait till lecturer see my draft tmr. It'll probably look like the one i submitted the other day for his review. Or should I say exactly the same? Brrrrr....

Time to sleep. ~~Tmr's~~ Today's going to be a long day. Cannot say no to a movie with Siew Yee in the afternoon coz she kept asking me and I dunno why i cannot say no to her. Then have to meet Adela from Prudential who wanna talk to me about the industry crap. She sounded quite desperate and being the kind-hearted me i couldn't say no again. Haix x10. I hope it's not some recruitment stuffs or asking me to buy insurance... I swear I'll get really nasty... Bad mood right now with tight deadlines for reports and exams just around the corner.

Enough rants for the night. Gonna sleep.

Check up check up

2008-11-01T11:40:00.002+08:00

May be bring maternal grandma for her eye checkup this coming Tuesday afternoon. Hope I won't lose my way in the hospital. ^^" Me damn no sense of direction one... *sigh*

Hoping for the better

2008-10-31T23:32:00.002+08:00

Things turned even worse... My grandma was in ICU yesterday and was in coma. Apparantly it was due to a lack of oxygen in her brain and was life threatening. Heng my parents were there when the coma starts sia.. If not... *shudders* It's not even 100 days from my uncle's funeral sia.. *touchwood touchwood*

Now already awake le.. But still can't take solid food. Wasn't able to go down to see her till tmr. Sigh..

Report writing

2008-10-30T00:45:00.002+08:00

Seriously, report writing takes up a lot of time. And he's pretty strict about labelling tables, figures, diagrams and putting down the sources for those things. Sian... So many things still needs to be done for my report...

Wonder when I can have a break from this series of unfortunate event.

First my cousin.

Then my uncle.

Now my paternal grandma is in the hospital.

Pray hard that nothing happens to my cousin and grandma. I don't want anymore unfortunate things to happen.

Gimme a break!!!!

疲れた。あたしは休憩をとりたいよ。

The long work day

2008-10-29T23:35:00.004+08:00

What's the usual amount of time you spent in your office? 8 hours?

How do you feel after work 8 hours of work? Tired? Main point: I'm not complaining but then if I don't say, nobody knows what. Again, I'm not complaining.

*resolved* XD

SO inconsiderate

2008-10-26T11:03:00.004+08:00

The family who has not gathered as a whole for the past 13 years has gathered yesterday. I am still wondering why it happened this way...

Some were not even present. Didn't managed to see 2 of my cousins and I doubt they were there at night coz I still didn't see them when I rushed there by taxi to fetch my mother to go see doctor.

To my outrage, only my late uncle's wife and my dad stayed throughout the night. The rest went home after hanging a while and sitting as if they were guests and not helping out at all. And nobody else went in the morning to take over shifts. So inconsiderate.

It will be my turn to stay for the night tmr night. And have to last till 4 plus on Tuesday. I'll look like a freaking panda when i go to class on Tuesday night... ^^"

In loving memory of my beloved uncle

2008-10-24T21:03:00.002+08:00

Today, my uncle left us... to join my grandfather in the other world.

Daddy called in the noon to tell us this shocking news. Before that, all we knew was that my uncle was in hospital, getting ready for his operation for some motor implant for his kidney.

Daddy told us uncle's heartbeat stopped once but was revived... Still...

I hope he'll be able to find my grandpa, who left us much ealier..

Will not be coming online as often till tues noon.

Glad you're fine

2008-10-24T21:01:00.003+08:00

Glad to hear it's just seizures from playing to much PC games and not something more serious. Just rest real well coz your body really deserves it de lor. Hahas..

加油！加油！

2008-10-24T00:51:00.002+08:00

A shocking news made my mummy panic and the rest of us pretty worried. Hope he's doing well now and hope his antibodies will jia yous lots. Dengue isn't pleasant... *shivers*

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Kimi was watching 世上只有妈妈好 karaoke video and was asking why the boy was crying. So my kind hearted mum explained to her, "Kor Kor mummy orh orh already. No more.. So Kor Kor cry lor". The next moment her eyes became teary and she began sobbing for her mother. ^^" It's a case of misunderstanding.. She tot her mummy no more. ^^" Then after that we went out for lunch and on the way we tried to explain things to her again to clear the misunderstanding that she has. Who knows she cried again, damn loud this time in public. Her tears like water running from tap like that sia. ^^" So cute right? After the whole incident, we were laughing at the whole thing. 所谓的越描越黑... ^^" Had to call her mum in public via phone lor then she stopped crying. sigh.. Kids nowadays so clever, can understand what we talking about le...

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Am correcting Chapters 1 and 2 of my project. Still got lots of chapters to go... 疲れた．．．

一片苦心。。。

2008-10-24T00:33:00.002+08:00

难道有了ガールフレンド就不要family了吗？
难道你的世界就之围绕在你ガールフレンド了吗？
ボーイフレンドandガールフレンド不就是要互相鼓励的吗？
还是只是打电话的对象?

我们这些旁观者也没有办法要你怎么样，也只能够在一边默默的担心着你。
不要嫌我们烦，难道你感觉不到我们是真的很关心吗？

对，我们烦，我们啰嗦，原应你也应该知道的。
我们没有给你什么压力，只是在一旁不断的鼓励你。
偶尔也要为我们着想啊，毕竟父母是天下最伟大的人了。
不要再让他们担心了。

也只希望你能加把劲，把学业搞好。
其它的事情可已经入社会了再说。
不要一心投入，受到了伤害。

頑張れ！！

Musician

2008-10-21T11:32:00.005+08:00

Musician (D-Grayman) -

This is the song from D.Gray-man, the song Allen-kun plays, the song the 14th used to control the ark. For more info, please watch D.Gray-man episode 90+.

Tried playing this song using my electronic organ. Hahas.. I'm just a noob player who play for fun and then gave up halfway coz quite chim for some scores. Managed to play the first part for this one. Weee~ So happy. Shall show my brother when he's free to listen.

Speaking of my brother... Results wasn't as good as expected and dad almost blew off his top. I wasn't at home at that time but he was really angry when i came back from class yesterday night.. ^^" Brother ah brother, see what relationship and all those frequent phone calls has done... Should spend more time on books lah... Well, hope you read this coz i know you'll never listen to what we all have to say de. THat's the stubborn streak in you which you should overcome coz we really meant no harm de lo... We just want the best for you... We CARE!!! Family rocks!!

Am rushing through my report now. Crazy lecturer say he wants to see it tonight when he told us the other day that he wants it by 28th. What the..... Did it until 2am still have finish.. Was frightened off my wits near to 2am. It was really quite and my dad started talking in his dreams very loudly. I tot I heard wrongly sia.. Quickly shut down everything and rushed to toilet, only to have my mum told me it's just my dad. Hahas.. ^^"

Dunno if i can show my work to the lecturer tonight or not...

The day we operate a "childcare centre" (literally) and the girl with itchy hands

2008-10-16T16:37:00.002+08:00

HOLY TERROR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

She can open up every drawer if we don't tell her not to. And came into my room to open my desk drawers and flip the textbooks on my table!!!!!! T_T Ok.. I'm not a really neat person and I admit I am a damn kind gurl but i can get quite worked up when ppl touch my things w/o my permission, especially if those things are important... T_T

My prized manga collection are in my glass cabinet.. I dunno if she saw that or not... No way I'm going to take them out!!

And she played with my favourite 30cm Detective Conan figurine that I won from a lucky draw. It's a miracle the strings of the violin didn't break. T_T

彼女のお父さん電話で私と話しました。あの彼女はまた４日の間私の家に来てます！！！信じられない！ウソだろう！？

Prince Gabriel coming with Pammy later. Wah... Another kiddo. ^^"

People do need to rest

2008-10-15T16:27:00.008+08:00

＊As per post title＊

私のおかあさんは疲れていますよ！あなた達がそれを知っていますか？
もう！！！あなた達は全然知りません！！全然知りません！！！

All i ask is to be considerate and understanding... That's all.

Got class later so i'm off to prepare.. Meet my mum at clark quay station at about 10pm coz she's sort of helping out there.

強制されることよね。。。

And one thing, don't hint me to update my blog when i dun really know you at all ya? Even if it's through 3rd party hinting coz you are my nobody so why t.h. do i nid to listen to you? If you're juz happening to read this post juz wanna let u know this: 電話についてよりあまり話さないでください.I know I am mean but 本小姐忍耐度有限. Bite me and i'll bite you back.

My happy weekend

2008-10-11T22:06:00.003+08:00

Wednesday
Went bowling with mum and bro in the morning. I used student rates to bowl. XD Had Ben & Jerry's ice-cream on the way home coz bought a small pint at the bowling centre there. Yummy ice-cream. Then bro went out to bring his 'friend' go watch movie and we are left to go shopping at imm with Kimi's whole family. Spent a lot of time wandering around the mall with them. Ended up having to cancel dinner with pauline coz not enough time for me to go home and print proposal. Had a rushed dinner at home (Shilin's mee sua) before rushing out for class. Still late in the end. Hahas..

Submitted the business proposal on Ben & Jerry's to lecturer at night. Included tons 3 pages worth of coloured pictures for his viewing pleasure and hope he'll approve that proposal. I don't want to ever redo the proposal again.

Today
Was late for class again. ^^" This time late by around 20 minutes? Luckily they had group discussion so I joined in halfway through. Phew... E-commerce class wasn't as bad as ASM, USM, CRGA... Class ended at around 400. So happy that I can go home before 5pm on saturdays. ^^ Went to Ah mah house though and it was lively with 3 families gathered there: mine, Prince Gabriel's and Princess Kimi's. Having 2 kids at home is... ~~noisy~~.. lively..XD

It's good that we take time to go down and talk to grandma. Coz she's living alone and can be quite lonely at times. That's y my dad always call her at night to disturb her. Hahas..

Going to Prince Gabriel's house tmr, near JP, for PS3 session. XD

Happy 21st Birthday!!!

2008-10-10T22:21:00.000+08:00

Oct 10, 2008

Happy 21st birthday, Taz!!!

Lots of people are thinking about you on your birthday; I just want to let you know that I'm one of them. May the best of your past be the worst of your future. All the best!

Mr Saeki Teru and the blur blur lecturer with blur blur students

2008-10-07T00:27:00.002+08:00

ああ！佐伯瑛の声が大好きだ！！！本とに大好きだよ！！ウソじゃない！

瑛君の声と黒崎一護の声は同じだよ。不思議ですよね？！私も吃驚だ！

ハハ...

今とても疲れた。
寝たいよ...　でも、私の宿題はもう終わりません...
もう頑張って！

ヨシャア！！！！！

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Lecturer made us blur with the explanations for the project proposal the other day. Ended up EVERYBODY did the wrong thing and was whinning about it in class. Spend so much effort on it and now had to redo again... Mr.J was so angry that he left the class. ^^"

Jia yous...

Shall continue in the morning coz now sleeping.... and i can feel my gastric coming up... Argh...

Proposal done

2008-10-05T22:53:00.000+08:00

Finally finished my project proposal. Dunno if my principal will accept it or not is another question.. Hope it accept it lah.. Redoing is time consuming... T_T

WARNING: Busy week ahead

2008-10-04T22:07:00.002+08:00

Coz one of my lecturers was hospitalized due to dengue fever so we missed quite a few lessons... Now that he's back, and with new modules already started... this leads to a 5 lessons this coming week. T_T

So fully packed...

Still have to rush through assignment... and finish case studies... and to do revision.

Will be exhausted at the end of the week..

My niece's cute tortoise shell XD

2008-10-04T21:48:00.003+08:00

Went to my cousin's house to deliver cooking ingredients for my niece's dinner coz my mum forgot about it yesterday night. We set off for lunch from her place and she carried her back!! So cute right?!

Project result!

2008-10-02T22:58:00.002+08:00

Woohoooo~

The result for the last module for my Uni Year 2 term 3 is finally out!

Just nice to qualify for A!

So freaking happy now can!! XD

*off to surf net and relax~

Enlightenment grins

2008-09-30T22:14:00.002+08:00

Principal aka lecturer briefed us about our ASM project last saturday and I felt very lost after that. But due to the fact that lessons started quite early and i've already been paying attention for the past 5 hours (and class is ending soon), me and the rest didn't ask much and was really eager to go home.

Luckily, kind hearted Mr.J. explained to me what we are supposed to do through MSN coz he happened to be online and happened to be chatting with me. He even help me to suggest some ideas on companies/organizations that i can do and reminded me not to snatch his away. Hahas.. He's so funny. ^^ But really, thanks a lot for taking your time to the clueless me. Felt so happy now coz i've already settled on my company and can start drafting the proposal le.

本当にありがとう、ジェリア君！

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